Morkomainen olo / "Groky" feeling

Ehka oli ihan sopivaa etta aamulla kaapista paivan mukiksi osui Morko. Olo on nimittain aika morkomainen. En tieda edes kehtaanko tunnustaa nain julkisesti miten nolosti mulle on kaynyt. Ketuttaa.... ei kun siis morottaa ihan hirveesti. Enka tieda saanko asiaa korjattua vai meneeko homma kokonaan uusiksi.
Kyse on niista villishousuista pikkuneidille. Olen niita tassa onnellisesti kynttilahamyssa iltaisin neulonut ja ensimmainen lahjekin on melkein valmis. Aloitin uusen kerankin. Ja aamun kirkastuttua mita silmani nakivatkaan?! Puolet tehdysta lahkeesta on eri varinen kuin muut osat housusta!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!! (Tahan valiin lisaa *#!&(#@!!*##*) -paita.) Miten ma olen onnistunut ostamaan kerat kahdesta eri varjayserasta??? Olen aina niin hirvean tarkka asiasta. Ja olisi luullut etta olisin huomannut asian lankaa ostaessani.
Kohta siis epatoivoiselle retkelle lankakauppaan. Joskos sielta jotenkin taianomaisesti loytyisi viela sita samaa varjayseraa. Jos ei, niin sitten menee kylla purkuhommiksi. ARRIN PURRIN! Siis ihan aikuisten oikeesti.... miten ihmeessa ma voin onnistua tekemaan tommosen kammin?!?!? Toivottavasti siella jossakin on joku muu, joka on onnistunut olemaan yhta "onnekas" kuin mina.

Maybe it was appropriate that I got a Groke mug from the cuppoard this morning for my day's tea cup. I feel very Groke like. I dont' even know if I can confess here publicly how embarrasing mistake I've made. I'm so miffed.... And I don't know if I'll be able to correct the mistake/problem or if I have to do the whole thing all over again.
I'm talking about those woollen pants for the little miss. I've been happily knitting them in candle light, other lights tuned down and the first leg was nearly ready. I even started a new skein. And in the blight morning light what did my eyes see?! Half of the made leg is different color from the rest of the pants!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!! (Little bit more of *#!&(#@!!*##*) right here.) How did I manage to get two skeins from two different dye lots??? I'm normally super careful in this. And you would think that I would have noticed it at the store.
So soon I'll head off to a mission impossible trip to the store to try to find the original dye lot. If not, then I must just take the whole thing apart and start anew. More selected words that I'm leaving out. I mean seriously, how can I manage to make a mistake like this?!?!?!? Hopefully somewhere out there is someone else who has managed to be as "lucky" as me.

PS for my international readers The Groke is one of the characters of Tove Jansson's Moomin books.