Kuumeista / Feverish

Taalla on ollut vahan kuumeista touhua. Mina siis kehitin itselleni kuumeen. Ei ole ensimmainen kerta kun joku iso asia vaikuttaa tunteisiin, oloon jne ja tuloksena on kuume. Tuo talon menettaminen oli sellainen asia. Kuumeisena oli pakko hoitaa tytot ja arjen pyoritys kun mies oli poissa. Tulee onneksi tanaan kotiin.
Fiilikset edelleen aika maissa keskiviikon jaljilta. Yritan olla ajattelematta asiaa ja katsoa eteenpain. Ei ole helppoa ei.
Puikoilla kilisee aidille bolero. Samanlainen kuin se vaaleanpunainen, jota ensin hanelle ajattelin mutta joka menikin ihan muualle. Nyt varina on pellava. En saa sita mitenkaan aitienpaivaksi Suomeen. Vahan myohassa menee sitten.

Quite feverish here at the moment. I managed to develop a fever. It's not the first time when something big affects me in such a massive way that I end up with a fever. Loosing the house was one of them. Despite the fact that I'd rather lie in bed and rest I've had to run the normal routine as my husband has been away. Luckily he comes back tonight.
I'm still very blue about what happened on Wednesday. I try not to think about it and look forward. However, it's not easy.
I'm knitting a shrug for my mum. It's same kind as the pink one I made (which was meant for her but went somewhere else). Now the color is linen. I won't be able to get it to Finland for mother's day. It will be few days late.